Excuses Procrastination  NO ITS REAL LIFE

Hi visitors  of Collectibulldogs I hope that your all well and safe out there wether your collecting or getting ready for the Christmas season I thought after seeing our real life latest MOZ score I needed to talk this through hence Excuses  Procrastination ? NO REAL LIFE our domain authority only dropped by one point but after the year we’ve had it’s to be expected.

As a man that keeps to his word it’s been just like I’m procrastinating over the new website I can promise you it’s under way under contract and not just one designer on the job but two, three months overdue is a nightmare the first designer didn’t really start properly until lately and has said in two weeks we should have a draft to check out.

The giveaway will go ahead I won’t lie REAL LIFE gets in the way so there’s been issues around this I’ve struggled with some printers and gone through about six so far to find the right one, that’s not to say we’ve not been printing but just at a slower rate.

 

My Host Describes the drop in domain authority down to the lack of article writing but I believe it’s down to wiggles video on Twitter getting us a suspension (we won’t beg to social media especially one that let down the mental health community! ) we are happy to stay away from this bullying format and another low this year.

Excuses Procrastination NO ITS REAL LIFE

If we were penalised for lack of articles relating to bulldog memorabilia then I strongly suggest they took notice of the three hundred original blogs already written on this subject and maybe think it’s visitors that cannot find the articles which we had noticed and will be changed on new website.

Id also like to remind whomever makes the decisions that collectibulldogs is run by a gentleman with a personality disorder, OCD, and PTSD disorders again not an excuse but REAL LIFE ! I’m proud of everything achieved so far but I do have my own demons and issues I have to deal with

 

Imagine collecting bulldog memorabilia learning all about the niche create contacts social media formats winning awards getting pro boxer endorsement and one day it all has to go ie packed away, I’m not selfish I’m so looking forward to my baby’s arrival but the change has been quite a bitter pill to swallow.Its real life.

 

Photographing the collection to send to the designer for the new website then watch as it’s bubble wrapped and put into crates sort of puts the commitment to the bulldog breed we’ve shown not just since being online but way back when I started it’s nice to see old favs but as they are being put away it’s bitter sweet.

The light house it’s a project

REAL LIFE has a way of getting to you doesn’t it and I felt ok for years I was handling myself well but this year things changed ! With my wife’s dad in a nursing home with onset dementia and her mother being diagnosed for Parkinson’s it will not be long before this poor lady goes into a nursing home herself

 

When wiggles died (rest her soul) I changed and I haven’t been the same since, yes Porscha is a lovely bulldog full of energy and loves vigorous exercise cuddles and beating up the cats until they become retaliatory then she runs and hides.  Yet I feel I lost time with wiggles and still feel I failed her even till this day.

NO EXCUSES NO PROCRASTINATION I have a really strong personality disorder and I need some help THERE ITS THAT EASY TO ADMIT WHO NEEDS HASHTAGS! I thought I could conquer this but it seems the disorder has a strong hold on this bulldog collector.THIS IS REAL LIFE.

 

My CPN has noticed this rise in illness and will refer me to the lighthouse project here in Brighton it’s CPN referrals only and I now see I need tools to cope with my sudden changes I’m to be a dad again in just ten weeks so I’ve finally agreed to get some help, many men would suffer in silence I say don’t be one of them.

Thank god for brilliant pregnancy!

 

Biggest smile for 2019 and of course not something a crawling robot would pick up on but my wife’s now been pregnant for thirty weeks and as we have a child In her seventeenth year this was a lovely surprise but has changed our life’s yet again. Our second baby is again a little girl and the name sienna has been picked.

there’s a BUT though your thinking right ! And your right to think so too, my wife whom is a high risk prem carrier also has pregnancy diabetes! this was bought to light more seriously at the hospital group therapy session I thought I was learning about sugar bread and what’s wrong and right when it comes to nutrition.

 

I left half way through there’s a small risk of certain things happening that are not nice but I will not pen them as I feel it would jinx but I can say babies in the womb with diabetic mothers use their placenta quicker than a normal pregnancy which brings me on to the birth.

 

our first child was born two months early my wife started labour at home climbing the wall and by one pm our first daughter was being looked over in what is a miracle of a place the TREVER MANN BABY UNIT situated at the royal Sussex here in Brighton. So I thought second birth EASY PEASY,this is real life we are talking about.

Easy peasy continued

 

I got a shock in that room that day from the thoughts of an easy peasy normal birth turned quickly to early inducement to C section, my tummy turned and not because of the procedure but for my beautiful wife I had never imagined I’d ever hurt her directly or otherwise and if it’s C section I’ll feel really guilty.

 

With saying that the OCD in me has kicked in and our front room looks like a boots baby section with formula for three months of each stage, thousands of nappies wipes and other bits n bobs needed to keep a bubba fed clean and hopefully happy and giggles too.

The shameful Twitter Mental Health let down

Ok so you maybe forgiven for thinking “he’s just moaning due to the suspension” but Twitter went further than just embarrassing collectibulldogs this year, CHECK ENGLISH TV ITV you’ll see a brand new NHS funded advertising campaign for mental health and wellbeing YES THATS THE NHS not a multi billion pound social media format that’s failed now for ages

 

In the news you hear that the duchess of Sussex maybe suffering with mental health due to MEDIA INTRUSION now she could of used the hashtag #HEADSTOGETHER A venture created by and pushed by the younger HRHS whom thought it up

 

Or there’s the Lloyds advert about using celebrities to endorse #GetTheInsideOut a quick advertising advert where celebrities where post it stickers with known illnesses on them FAILURE ! Can you believe it ok a bank doing mental health is questionable but I would of thought any format would back a royal family and for the good of everyone.

Other than saying to much time is spent on Twitter you all know the format is music and celebrity based they like you having a profile any website loves the attention but you do not pay for their extravagant lifestyles or the share holders so anything from individual pages and advertising to mainstream ventures is basically spam to Twitter and only self promotion when you pay for it.

PLEASE DO NOT BE FOOLED BY ADVERTS ASKING YOU TO TALK FOR 30 SECS ITS EASIER TO TURN OFF THE TV AND HAVE A PROPER CONVERSATION, AS FAMILIES DRIFT AWAY INTO THEIR OWN ROOMS AND WORLDS TIME SHOLD BE TAKEN TO KEEP EVERYONE HAPPY SO TALKING DOES HELP BELIEVE ME ! AND IF YOU WANT A LIFE FREE FROM BITTER WE SUGGEST YOU STAY OFF TWITTER!

 

I think that’s it moz and google !

To all that come to the website firstly we apologise not just for such a cut up site now but for the designers delay in bringing you and my investment closer to becoming live I do not wish to use the word proof but here’s evidence of a new website being created just click to see a brilliant new collectibulldogs being made.

As for bulldog memorabilia I have bought about fifteen new pieces I need to research before giving facts on and was hoping my investment in antiques could wait till then, with new antiques found comes new articles but again moz google how would they know ay they just score on metrics and lately ours hasn’t been the best yet unfair point drop if it was from Twitter.

 

1863 bulldog farmyard show tankard to one of the collections newest most extravagant pieces from Denmark are among these and well worth waiting to find out more about, it’s not been nice re saying a new website is coming like ITS A COLLECTIBULLDOGS TEASER ARTICLE when I should of waited for more clarity

 

The Contract is not void I’ve paid up half of the websites fee upfront and it’s just annoying it’s late, Collectibulldogs is currently helping a new bulldog website start up and that creator has waited six weeks so far, if only us English showed more trust as I’ve had countless offers of web design from around the world yet couldn’t see us hosted elsewhere.

Let’s summarise then

WE ARE HAVING A BABY IN 10 WEEKS OR LESS ! OMG, this is real life. I have an issue around my personality that needs support, I’m still lost without wiggles, the new website is overdue by a staggering three months, we lost face over Twitter due to a wiggles video shown eight months before (bonkers I know), the collection gave me separation anxiety and has diminished my ability to be able to write articles.

 

I would be not be truthful if I didn’t say watching things collapse around you like dominoes can make you stare out to the English Channel whilst walking the dog and feel the want to emulate an old water ship down style movie called plague dogs and just walk out and keep swimming into the blue yonder but not this survivor !

 

FAMILY COME FIRST everything else is just a bother or a treat or in the case with Twitter both ? Yes I spent way to much time on a format that gave this site hardly any visitors but as I’m not begging to go back I’ve found other interests and even see my friends more AN ACTUAL LIFE BEATS TWEETING ABOUT IT it’s true I’m now knee deep into 3D printing and all that comes with it.

 

Ive combined two ideas into one time frame The first being I toybox for my daughter with toys made with the 3-D printer and also to get as many pieces out ready for the Collectibulldogs giveaway,this hasn’t been easy at all and to show me some of my own limits when it comes to matters of my disorder a grown man shouldn’t break down due to not being able to level a print bed.

 

2019 go a little quicker please

That’s how I feel about this year with all I’ve put I cannot wait for 2019 to be just a memory I’m grateful for the opportunity to become a father for the second time and cannot wait for my baby to come along and teach me a few things about what it means to live and renew this fellas vigour for life again.Yes this is the real life I keep talking about.

 

Envisioning a brand-new website with no hassles and low maintenance which leaves me lots of time to get to know my new daughter and with less stress I can then use the brand-new website to start writing articles on the new antiques that collectibulldogs has invested in and start the 3D process giveaway.

 

I’m also looking forward to some great feedback on the outlook speed and the practicality of the new collectibulldogs.com if you have pressed that link already you’ll know it’s going to be a totally upgraded piece of great software that we hope you’ll both enjoy and bookmark as a wonderful website you’d like to return to again and again.

I have around 10 weeks to sort out my own issues regarding my personality disorder so I’m hoping my CPN will refer me to the Lighthouse project where I can meet others with my personality disorder learn how they learn to live with this and hopefully bring home some tools that enable me to be a better father more hands-on and less scared of the unknown.Omg,this is real life I keep talking about.

Lastly

If you use Facebook you’ll see myself and a friend have been hard at work ! With jesting captions like WHAT HAVE YOU DONE FOR THE BREED LATELY we are just being a bit brash due to the high quality of 3D prints coming out ! Starting with dull colours and prints we started off poorly 😷

 

now my friend has some grip with 3D design we are not just honoured to inspire but it’s also great having a mate so clever he creates 3D prints over night and with some success too, my favourite has to be the Christmas bauble range, these are a mixture of decorations we came up with that people could use year after year.

you can see plainly we’ve started off easy with smaller prints we have a few larger bulldog pieces but they were not easy to create and needed overnight attention but if you keep an eye out in the next few weeks you can join our social sharing giveaway and choose any piece you want the great thing about 3D and it’s files you can just repeat the process.

 

After the giveaway we will decide how well it went and if we want to decide to give collectors visitors and anyone interested a chance to buy our creations at a fraction of the cost ! To go with the giveaway we’ve decided to create a range of vases for anyone not wanting a bulldog and 3D designer friend is working on an alternative for men maybe a watch stand.

SO WETHER IT BE EXCUSES or looks like PROCRASTINATION NO ITS REAL LIFE ! We all have one ☝️

Wikipedia says it all here how do you define mental disorders

My Mental health not all jokes are funny 2022there is also more articles here at collectibulldogs.com Call to Action Mental Health Discussion 2022

SADLY WE HAVE TO SAY GOOD BYE TO WYNNE WHOM WE THOUGHT HAD TIME TO BE OUR FEATURE WRITER ITS A SHAME AS HER LOVELY PICTURE WOULD OF BROUGHT A SMILE TO OUR HOMEPAGE AND HER OWN OPINIONS WERE QUITE POPULAR! Wynne is always welcome back anytime and proves just how real life gets in the way sometimes!